Okay. Sooo, I MAY have gotten myself into a really bad situation. Well, no, to be precise, I DID NOTHING! Stupid men. I swear.

Soooo, okay, it's no secret amongst my friends that I still like my ex. Apparently, no matter how hard I try to hide it, it was still plain as day, and more obvious than I'd ever imagined. Yay me. -twirls flag with little gusto-

One of my friends, Abby, commented that she thought one of my other friends, Brandon, liked me. Brandon and I = close friends, but he's not dating material to me. I don't feel that way towards him, and no matter how hard I try to picture it, I just can't.

Sorry Brandon.

The problem? I haven't been able to tell him this. Why? Because I hate hurting my friend's feelings. Besides, he and I had this convo before when his mother thought he and I were dating, and we both openly agreed that we could not see each other in that way. I guess he's just a very good liar, because a week later, BAM!

Now, I have no idea what to do, and I'm bed-ridden with stomach flu, which is, thankfully, almost completely over and done with. Still the whole uncomfortable stomach cramps every now and then, but for the most part, it's gone. What a great pairing, eh? I feel horrible, though, because everytime he asks me if I've thought about it, I keep saying I'm still confused.

The main problem? I still like my ex. The even bigger problem about that? I know he'll never like me that way again. So, therefore, I'm caught in a giant love triangle of unrequited feelings. Yay me.

-waves flag pitifully once more-

However, someone up there must really like me, because I just spit out the whole, "I don't like you THAT WAY" line when he mentioned it while I was writing this, and he took it just fine. Which is surprising, but thankfully, it's all over and done with.

Now if only I can stop liking my ex =-= Then I'll really be home free.